Won't be leaving you..

My life has changed a lot;
My ways have changed a lot.
Now there's no if and but;
Nothing' going through my gut.

Still I see you there;
Wandering nowhere.
Wish I had wings to come to you;
To hold you, feel you & save you.

But I am so helpless;
O, I can't see you so restless.
My heart is beating down;
Now I can't bear all that frown.

Still you are being a weed to me;
But I don't wanna be a weed to you.
Sometimes I wanna break the wall;
I can't, cause I am tied with loll.

But now I am emphatic;
That I could get you.
Now no cold sweats,
Shaking off this rubbish;
Only a way through,
To get smiles for you.

I swear by the Gods,
I swear to everything;
That I won't let you go;
All way alone.