In Quest of Serenity

I am so tired of being here,
Suppressed by my relentless fears.
Bounded by the ruthless laws,
That won't let me go.

Everyone seems to be happy,
But figuring out no one is satisfied.
And from all the way where the oceans turn down,
I can find a way out.

To end all this, to begin new beginnings.
It gonna end, it gonna fly away.
The ashes won't come along.

Shedding off this surface,
I am returning to my innocence.
Where I would be I,
No more pretendings, no more surrenders.

With new hopes & new steps,
I'll walk again from new extractions.
Towards this colossal world,
For searching new destinations.

Vexation in Solitude

My words are still echoing away,
But from there comes no reply.
Far from the whole world,
I live alone in a gloomy shed.
With the wounds that won't heal,
The pain is just too real.

Forgetting everything I have done,
Forgive me for the sins of my tongue.
Still waiting for you to come and lift me up,
Still wishing to have you in my arms.
O ! I can't resist a day without you,
Everyday is a doomsday without you.

How can I know when the time will be right,
When will we end this fight.
When will you walk to me,
Would it be a surprise or just a thought in my mind.

But there will come a day when you'll start knowing me,
No trace of hate, just love between you and me.